Ok so I went to Donald's house on Tuesday. I wasn't going to at first. I was at work and I was going to go after I got off since he was off that night. Then I really wanted to see something on TV and I said I would go home and watch that first. So I did. Then I talked to him and he kinda pissed me off so I decided not to go. I went to the grocery store and I saw this couple and they were all lovey dovey and I decided why not. I should go see him. Even though he stays all the way across town. On the way there I started thinking about this guy that came into the store today. The kid was about 16. But you know how in the movies. When someone whose beautifil walks into the room. The wind blows and harps play. Well that's what should've happened when this kid walk in. He was the most beautiful man I'd ever seen in my life. He was gorgious. He had short curly brwon hair. Big brown eyes. Lony thick eye lashes. Thick eyebrows and a killer smile. He came up to me and asked if we where hiring. I wanted to say yes. But we aren't. So I gave him an application and told him to apply anyway. Then we looked at one another for a hot minute then he said "Aiight. Thanks man." and walked out. I was like damn. I was thinking of this because if it wasn't for Donald I would have hit on that kid. Then I got there and we watched tv for a little while. RuPaul's bio on BRAVO. Then we started to have oral sex and we both came/ Then we cleaned up and he went into his bathroom to washe up and I came in and started kissing him. I took off his underwear and lead him to the bed. We missed around then we started having sex. It was so damn good. We fucked. And I like that. to FUCK. FUCK until you can't even I'm so tired my muscle ache and they can't walk or sit down. And we did it that night. That's all that feels right with him. This relationship ain't gonna work out. I wish it would. I really do. But I don't feel that spark with him still.